No Days Off.

I've been thinking about going on a cleasing fast, but decided against it since the holidays are coming up. It will be more logical to wait until after the holidays...especially considering the MADD food constantly around lol...

I was talking w/ a guy at my job the other day. We were talking like we've known each other for YEARS. He had 2 cutie daughters and has been married for 2 yrs, about. He seems to really enjoy marriage. He is 32. We talked about careers, family, traveling, college. Then he asked me if I had some children of my own. "No, not yet", I said. That made him laugh....dude was cracking the heck up. lol. "You say that like they are on your 'Things To Do List' or something", he said. I mean, I didn't mean for it to be taken that way at all, but obviously he took it that way. lol. "Why not? You must be waiting to find marriage before you have children...yea that's what I did", he said. I stayed silent in response to his last comment. I thought about his comments the rest of the day and all the way home. Truth is, I think children will come one day - but I don't see myself having them any time soon. I'm inching towards 30 and although that is a danger zone age for women to think that way about producing off spring (according to PC standards lol) - In the end it is (among other things) about being honest with yourself and limiting unselfishness, and I know that I am no way NEAR ready for children, let alone one child. Not mentally, financially (don't front and act like that this is not important to lol), emotionally...etc. And trying to take care of a life when I myself am not ready is just plain selfishness to my future offspring lol - I don't want to deprive him, her, or them of "all of me". And marriage...shh, I'm not even in the marriage ballpark right now. lol But still, to think of life entirely without neither is also selfishness to, because I know that I am a pretty good person *smile*...and I'd be crazy not to share myself w/ someone else for the rest of my life - whether that be in marriage or parenthood. =)

Well just some thoughts I wanted to jot down today instead of keeping them inside for a change....

Peacers yall. =)

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Just came back from NYC fam. My intent is for pics to come soon - lets see how long I NOT procrastinate on putting them up. LOL. Doubt it though. =) I'm going back in two weeks, anyway.

Hope all is well with everyone. All is cool with me. Its amazing how I come to this blog with so much to write about, and believe me - I have stories to tell - yet my mind either goes blank once I get here, or I get to lazy to write. This time it's the latter. LOL.

I took off a few extra days from work in Nov and Dec specifically to chill. I think the time is now and I intended it to eventually happen, especially since I hardly ever miss work. I've taken off an equivalent to 4 days since Jan. And 1 of those days were two half days off work, where I actually came in, just wasn't in the whole day. And bump taking off sick, I never get sick. I don't think I've been sick for some years. Good immune system I have I guess...lol.

Well gotta go, i'll come back and write sometime this week when its not to late and I'm not to sleepy...its 3 am and I have to get up at 630 am to work. Why am I up? Yea. Good question. lol...peacers yall.

Oh yea, and don't forget to watch the presidental debate tonite, CNN is monitoring and sponsoring it I believe, not sure. But it should be interesting. TTYL. :)